To Walk and Not Faint

To Walk and Not Faint

(I’ve invited friends to share their own stories of endurance or the stories of others. My prayer is that you would be inspired and encouraged as you read each guest post. Learn more about my new book: Sacred Endurance.)

By Lisa Spence

I am weary. It’s been a particularly busy few weeks, with an out-of-town trip and a full calendar. However, I feel a weariness in my soul as well, a spiritual fatigue that extends beyond needing a nap, though that too may help!

Loss, grief, transition—all have been part of my experience this past year, and all these experiences weary the heart as well as the body. As does the seemingly dull ordinariness of my days. My life, so it often appears to me, is passing by in a blur of mundane monotony.

Sometimes I feel bored. Sometimes I am convinced nothing will ever change and I’m heading nowhere. Sometimes I want to give up. Sometimes I see the thriving, growing ministries of others and their jubilant confidence in the call and provision of God, and sometimes I doubt.

“For you have need of endurance,” Hebrews 10:36 declares (esv), and in some strange way I am comforted. The Bible is clear and uncompromising in its assertion of my weakness, and this is good news to me in my weariness. Life is indeed hard and wearying and, yes, maybe sometimes boring. Grief, transition, the sheer dailiness of my days, each and every day—it is all too much for me. I need endurance.

Isaiah 40:30 echoes this truth:

Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted.

Even those among us with the most strength and vitality grow weary! Life is too much and too hard for us all. We are all weak. Whatever strength you and I may have, it will not be enough. We have need of endurance.

How I love the promise of Isaiah 40:31:

They who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.

It’s the latter part of the verse I cling to most days, those days of walking, plodding along, one foot in front of the other, my surroundings changing only imperceptibly and oh, so slowly. There in the slow, ponderous days of walking, the Lord meets me with the promise of the endurance I lack. Glory to God, I will walk and not faint—I will endure—as I wait for the Lord.

Here, then, is the key to overcoming my weariness: waiting for the Lord. Hebrews 12:3 instructs us to “consider him who endured from sinners such hostility against himself, so that you may not grow weary or fainthearted.” To fight weariness, to endure, we consider Jesus. We wait for Him.

To wait for the Lord isn’t like me waiting at the doctor’s office, my boredom and irritation escalating with each minute I am forced to wait. To wait for the Lord is to lift my focus up and away from me and from my circumstances and fix my eyes on Jesus, to believe that He is sufficient and sovereign. All is well and all will be well because it is Jesus who holds me, Jesus who keeps me.

As I consider Jesus and wait for Him, I remember the gospel. Jesus loves me, He died for me, and in Him I am a new creation, forgiven and redeemed and accepted. This is what is most true about me, and rehearsing these truths fuels my endurance. My circumstances, my failures, my insufficiencies—none of these define me. Throwing off these hindrances and looking to Jesus, remembering the gospel, helps me endure.

As I consider Jesus and wait for Him, I remember He too suffered. He sees and knows my struggle. He is able to sympathize.

Many years ago a friend gifted me a book. On the flyleaf she wrote, “To Lisa, because she walks a similar path.” It seems like such a small thing, but it encouraged me so much. I wasn’t walking alone! Being seen and known motivates perseverance.

As I consider Jesus and wait for Him, I remember my future hope. One day my faith, small as it so often is, will be sight.

Several months ago my church grieved the loss of a dear saint. Miss Patty lived a life of faithful service, humbly caring for her home and her family for decades. To my knowledge, she never lived outside our small town. She had no career, no platform, and she would have laughed at the idea of being an influencer. Her favorite hymn was “It Is Well with My Soul,” and she lived her life—she endured—according to that very confidence. Waiting for the Lord, she walked and did not grow faint. Now, in the presence of the God she loved, she soars.

As I consider Jesus and wait for Him, I realize that every part of my life—the small, the mundane, the monotonous—is opportunity for worship.

I’m not overspiritualizing here; cleaning the bathrooms is still cleaning the bathrooms. However, when I clean the bathrooms in the realization that as I serve my family in this task, I am serving the Lord, I can persevere in it. I daresay I can even find joy in it. So too with all the seemingly unimportant details of my life. They are opportunities to love Jesus by loving others, and thus I endure.

This past Sunday we sang of the faithfulness of God to hold and keep:

When I fear my faith will fail,

Christ will hold me fast;

When the tempter would prevail,

He can hold me fast. . . .

I could never keep my hold,

He will hold me fast;

For my love is often cold;

He must hold me fast.*

Praise God, He holds me fast. By His grace, I endure.

Lisa Spence lives in Alabama where she teaches a Sunday School class at her church, leads a community Bible study for women, and volunteers at the local crisis pregnancy center. She and her husband, Randy, have four sons and two daughters-in-law. Lisa blogs occasionally at


Scriptures quoted in this post are from The Holy Bible, English Standard Version. ESV® Text Edition: 2016. Copyright © 2001 by Crossway Bibles, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers.

*Ada Habershon, 1861–1918, adapted)


Longing for the Resurrection: A “Taylored” Endurance

Longing for the Resurrection: A “Taylored” Endurance

(I’ve invited friends to share their own stories of endurance or the stories of others. My prayer is that you would be inspired and encouraged as you read each guest post. Learn more about my new book: Sacred Endurance.)

By Lemanual Williams

I’m eager for the resurrection. And I’m especially eager when I think of the people I’ll meet.

The diversity of the church, including those alive and dead, often causes me to sit pondering and astonished. We have many cultures that exist in our lifetime. But imagine the diversity of cultures stretching back from our time to Job’s (the Old Testament figure). While we’ll have Christ as the unifying person in our resurrection, how will a person like me—an African American living in the twenty-first century—relate to someone from a time and culture such as ancient Rome? Or how will the conversation between William Wilberforce and the apostle Peter look?

The resurrection will be a time of uniting with a family that is present, but also a family that has gone before us—and there are those I can’t wait to chat with during that time. I will definitely have to share a cup of tea with C. S. Lewis and talk philosophy with Philo. And one of the meals I look most forward to (hopefully I can plan it) is with Gardner Calvin Taylor.

I desire to share in the lineage of preachers, from John Chrysostom to the unknown country preacher. However, the preachers I most revere paint an unattractive portrait of the office. Gardner Taylor is one of them. The picture he paints of the office lacks prominence but possesses patience. The picture he paints of the office isn’t compelling, but it demands a joyful acceptance. I desire to share in this office and lineage, but to share in the suffering of the office had not been a primary thought in my mind until I met Gardner Taylor through his sermons and lectures.

Gardner Taylor knew well the pain and agony of living in a fallen world with faith for a world to come. Born in 1918 in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, Taylor was raised by parents who had made it through the “dark night of slavery”—so he had a close understanding of the institution. In their freedom they did not gain a life of ease and success. Instead, they gained a freedom that was dreadful and filled with grief. Taylor’s father, Monroe Taylor, would mention in one of his sermons that the farm animals at Louisiana State University had better living conditions than they did. At the age of twelve, in the midst of those living conditions, Taylor would lose his father. And this was only the beginning of his sorrows and pain.

After an upbringing filled with hardship, Taylor’s adult life continued in pain. He followed in the footsteps of his father, becoming a minister at Concord Baptist Church in Brooklyn, New York. Concord Baptist was one of Brooklyn’s oldest and largest African American congregations, housed in a historic building. During his pastorate Taylor suffered through seeing that building burned to the ground. As a leader in the civil rights movement, fighting against the educational disparities in New York City’s public-school system, he was jailed many times. He also suffered when his first wife of fifty-four years was fatally hit by a bus. I can’t imagine losing my wife so tragically after so many close years together.

These are only a few of the sorrows Taylor endured in his lifetime. And throughout them all, he preached. He preached weak. Taylor preached what he knew—suffering and endurance. He proclaimed boisterously what he intimately knew: “I know what it is to have great sorrow. I know what it is to drench your pillow with your own tears. I even know what it is to hope almost against hope that you don’t wake up the next morning. Life can be very difficult. But press on!”

Taylor knew the Jesus who had become weak, hurt, and wounded and had gained all authority and power on a path of suffering. Taylor would “press on” following that path. Week after week he entered the pulpit weak and hurt. He preached wounded. He preached weak. But he preached with uncontested power.

America witnessed its most powerful preacher in the twentieth and twenty-first century in Gardner Taylor. That’s the portrait of the preacher that Taylor was; it is the portrait every aspiring preacher should gaze upon and consider its worth. The portrait is beautiful, but the path is brutal.

It takes something sacred and compelling to enter and continue in that office. What could it be? I believe it is a faith that says this: “that I may know [Jesus] and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, that by any means possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead. . . . forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal” (Philippians 3:10‒14).

I began with the subject of the resurrection—a seemingly random rambling, but it’s very relevant. Taylor was a preacher whose faith pressed him toward the goal of the resurrection. However, his desire was not merely to rise again, but to rise and meet someone—Jesus. Faith, to that end, is what kept Taylor walking into the pulpit week after week, looking and feeling like a “sheep to be slaughtered,” but allowing the gospel to roar in the pulpit with the resurrection power of the Lion. It was that faith that caused him to endure until the end and finish well, as one of the greatest preachers the world has known. It is that faith and legacy of preachers I desire to share in.

Thank you, Gardner Taylor. You’re a splendid example of sacred endurance. See you in the resurrection, my friend.

Lemanuel Williams is the Director of Discipleship at Redemption City Church in Franklin, Tennessee. He is a Hunt Scholar completing his Master of Divinity at Southeastern Baptist Theological Seminary.


Scripture quoted in this piece is from The Holy Bible, English Standard Version. ESV® Text Edition: 2016. Copyright © 2001 by Crossway Bibles, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers.




3:30 in the Afternoon

3:30 in the Afternoon

(I’ve invited friends to share their own stories of endurance or the stories of others. My prayer is that you would be inspired and encouraged as you read each guest post. Learn more about my new book: Sacred Endurance.)

By Christine Hoover

Every afternoon at 3:30, my dad drives to the nursing home that sits just outside his neighborhood. He swings his car around to the back, unloads fresh laundry, folds the day’s newspaper under his arm, and punches in the code to the employees’ entrance. He’s not an employee, but he’s been there so often that they finally offered him the code. That was helpful because his mom’s room is closest to the back door.

His mom—my grandmother—has been in the nursing home for several years now, ever since she fell and broke her neck and her body continued on as if nothing much had happened. Her heart and lungs remain healthy, but her mind began to cloud soon after her fall. Time has become difficult for her to measure, familiar names are outside her grasp, and sometimes she forgets that her beloved husband of sixty-seven years has died.

Every afternoon at 3:30, my dad begins the routine. When he gets to my grandmother’s room, he puts away her fresh laundry, asks about what she’s eaten, helps her choose her dinner from the menu, chats with her roommate, and reports on the weather outside, the great-grandchildren, or the latest family news. There is little for my grandmother to say, but he is there, nonetheless, to sit with her and listen. They then, together, work the crossword puzzle from the newspaper. As a child, I used to watch my grandmother make quick work of the daily crossword puzzle, and despite the decay of her ninety-year-old mind, she’s still somehow able to whip through the puzzle each day.

My dad says he sometimes wonders if he’s doing right by his mom. Perhaps there is a better nursing home, or perhaps he should push for a better roommate for her. But I say that every afternoon at 3:30, every time he punches in the code on the back door, my dad is a picture of sacred endurance. Sacred, because there is nothing holier or more honoring to God than obeying him and serving one in his name who cannot serve you back. Endurance, because it’s a string of days that have gathered into a string of years in which he’s having the same conversations, doing the same laundry, even answering some of the same clues on the crossword puzzles. Sacred endurance requires both heart and hands.

I’m starting to notice that, when it comes to sacred endurance, the ones who are doing it well are the ones who don’t think they’re doing it well at all. They don’t believe they’ve arrived or are above the grunt work; they’re just in it and remaining in it, willing to see their God-given task through, knowing they’ll see it through only by the help of God. For it’s this middle part, far from both the start and the finish, that most defines sacred endurance. No one is cheering. No one writes a thank-you note. No one knows the discouragement or the questions that plague you in the middle part. No one notices where you’ve gone to at 3:30 in the afternoon.

Except for One, of course. The motivation and fuel for sacred endurance is a firm conviction that God cheers what no one else cheers, that he sees what no one else sees, and that one day when the rewards are handed out, 3:30 in the afternoon will become an eternal treasure gifted by the hands of God himself.

I want to be like my dad. I want to serve at my own expense. I want to honor the Lord with my whole life, through days that string into years that string across mortality into eternity. I’m convinced that the only way that will happen is if I remember and believe with everything in me that this middle part won’t last forever. There is a finish line, and his name is Jesus Christ. One day my grandmother will see him, and my dad will see him, and I will see him. And then none of us will remember the way our bodies were broken, the struggle to endure in faith, or the code to the back door.

None of us will remember the middle part, because we will be Home, and all of endurance will turn into reward.

Christine Hoover is a pastor’s wife, mom of three boys, host of the “By Faith” podcast, and author of several books, including Searching for Spring: How God Makes All Things Beautiful in Time, Messy Beautiful Friendship, and From Good to Grace. Her new book, With All Your Heart, releases in March 2091. Christine’s work has appeared on Christianity Today, The Gospel Coalition, and For the Church. Originally from Texas, she and her family now live in Charlottesville, Virginia, where they planted a church in 2008. Find her at her home online at




A Testimony of Endurance in Transition and Grief

A Testimony of Endurance in Transition and Grief

(I’ve invited friends to share their own stories of endurance or the stories of others. My prayer is that you would be inspired and encouraged as you read each guest post. Learn more about my new book: Sacred Endurance.)

By Jennifer Lucy Tyler

“Consider it a great joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you experience various trials.” (James 1:2 csb)

These words by James the brother of Jesus have always been difficult for me to hear. Have you noticed that when you are undergoing a trial the last thing you may want to do is to consider it a great joy?

There are so many things that we may be tempted to do during a trial. We may want to interrogate God: “Why is this happening to me?” We may want to cower in fear because you don’t truly know how things will work out. We may want to stop praying altogether because of overwhelming doubt. Or sometimes we may sulk and allow yourself to be overcome with anxiety, dwelling on all the worst-case scenarios.

Can you relate? Let me be the first to tell you that instead of rejoicing in suffering, I have done all these things and more. I would read about how the disciples endured suffering and hardship and just not understand how they did it. Until I realized that I was attempting to endure in my own strength. . . .

In the past two years, I’ve experienced a lot of transition. As an entrepreneur I decided to walk away from a particular income stream. Although I had peace with the decision and the support of my husband, that decision affected our family greatly. I also lost my father and my grandmother, all within a year. My relationships with these family members were very close, so I found myself experiencing overwhelming grief and sadness. There are still days where the grief hits in waves and I simply cannot contain the tears. Experiencing the grief that comes with death in this world and then having bills pile up due to a loss of income has been difficult to endure.

So what am I learning about endurance in the process of grief and transition?

I have learned the beauty of the Holy Spirit being the Comforter who “comforts us in all our affliction” (2 Corinthians 1:4). That comfort is received through prayer and confession during those waves of grief. It is in those moments of prayer that I receive the “peace of God, which surpasses all understanding” and which guards my heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7).

I have learned that the Lord gives His children the strength to endure through the encouragement of the Scriptures:

For whatever was written in former days was written for our instruction, that through endurance and the encouragement of the Scriptures we might have hope. May the God of endurance and encouragement grant you to live in such harmony with one another, in accord with Christ Jesus, that together you may with one voice glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. (Romans 15:4-6)

Simply reading and studying the Scriptures reminds me of the hope we have in Christ as believers. As we seek encouragement through the Scriptures, we are reminded to think of eternity. As we endure we can long for the day whenHe will wipe away every tear from [our] eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” (Revelation 21:4)

Lastly, I have learned the beautiful benefit of having Christian fellowship while walking through various trials. I cannot imagine having to walk through the past two years alone. I am grateful for the family of believers who has been there to pray, encourage, or simply share a meal with my husband and me. It has been a blessing to have sisters and brothers walk alongside us as we endure together. And as much as studying Scripture may help, let’s face it, sometimes we truly can use that encouragement from a friend who knows how to point us to Christ.

When I think of the power of community as we endure, I think of Hebrews 10:23-25:

Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near.

As I’ve endured various trials, there has been a temptation to isolate myself. I am so grateful for the church and the overall body of Christ that doesn’t allow us to do life alone. The Lord has a way of using Christian brotherhood and sisterhood to encourage us and to remind us of the sweet hope we have in Jesus, which is everlasting and which gives me the strength to continue to endure.

Jennifer Lucy Tyler is the founder of Soul Circles, an alternative ladies night out centered around equipping women to study the bible inductively. These events occur all over the country in restaurants and coffeehouses. She is also a women’s ministry leader at her local church.  Jennifer resides in Maryland and is happily married to her husband Jeffrey Tyler.  You can find more information on Jennifer Lucy Tyler at her website:


Unless otherwise marked, scriptures quoted in this post are from The Holy Bible, English Standard Version. ESV® Text Edition: 2016. Copyright © 2001 by Crossway Bibles, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers.

Scripture quotation marked csb is from The Christian Standard Bible. Copyright © 2017 by Holman Bible Publishers. Used by permission. Christian Standard Bible®, and CSB® are federally registered trademarks of Holman Bible Publishers, all rights reserved.



“Sacred Endurance” Available Now!

“Sacred Endurance” Available Now!

Often you’ll hear writers equate the book writing process to giving birth. As one who has given birth a few times, I’ll say it’s quite close. Today is Sacred Endurance‘s birthday!

Over the next few weeks, I’ll be highlighting various aspects of the book and sharing some surprises that I hope will bless you this season.  You can learn all about the book via this sneak peak post:

I’d love for you to grab a copy! You can order your copy where books are sold or find it at these links: IVPAmazonChristianBook.comBarnes&Noble

I’ve been so honored to have early readers who are ministry leaders, authors, counselors, professors, and ordinary (like all of us!) Christians share words of commendation. Here’s what others have said:

“Sacred Endurance is a rich biblical exploration of our call to persevere. Practical, gospel-centered, and serious, Trillia’s book helps readers to run faithfully without denying or downplaying the reality of suffering and evil we face in this life.” –Alan Noble, Assistant professor of English at Oklahoma Baptist University, author of Disruptive Witness

This is our sacred endurance: running the race of the Christian life set before us by the grace of God, through the strength of God, until the day we face our God. That is my hope and prayer for you and for me. May Sacred Endurance help us in some small way to get there.


Endurance Doesn’t Last

Endurance Doesn’t Last

(I’ve invited friends to share their own stories of endurance or the stories of others. My prayer is that you would be inspired and encouraged as you read each guest post. Learn more about my new book: Sacred Endurance.)

By Susan Codone

Human endurance doesn’t last. Rather, pummeled by life’s events, it jerks to a resentful stop, erupts in a bout of complaints, and then reluctantly reinstates itself to start again. Endurance is not a heroic stream of persistence or a durable march through adverse experiences. A genuine portrait of endurance is drawn in someone who suffers setbacks, protests and complains, but then, while still in the pain, realizes that God is still in control and, fortified, resolves to take another step.

The evidence of endurance comes through reflection; only by looking back can we see that despite the mishaps and troubles of life we trudged ahead, stopping and starting again, heads bent against the winds of adversity and hearts open to God. In seeing how our paths unfolded, we see that we endured.

In the Psalms and in Lamentations, the passages that express the most discontent follow a typical pattern. First, a setback or painful circumstance is described by a plaintive plea or complaint—a lament. Then the writer shifts and makes an abrupt transition, usually punctuated by a conjunction, to offer unexpected praise and confidence to God. It is as if the lamenter, emotionally bankrupt, exhausts himself in complaining and finds that the only thing left after all is God.

My favorite example of this pattern is found in Lamentations 3:19‒23, where the writer, obviously in a downward spiral, turns from defiant complaints to hope.

The thought of my suffering and homelessness

           is bitter beyond words.

I will never forget this awful time,

           as I grieve over my loss.

Yet I still dare to hope

           when I remember this:

The faithful love of the Lord never ends!

           His mercies never cease.

Great is his faithfulness;

           his mercies begin afresh each morning.

Note the dramatic turn at the word yet. The lamenter has crossed over from complaining to the grateful realization that God’s love never ends; His mercies are greater and He is faithful.

When I was a young teenager, both my youth minister and then my pastor sexually abused me. It began with my youth minister, who abused me for almost a year and a half. Then one night I went to my pastor for help. But instead of helping to free me from the abusive youth minister, the pastor blamed me and began what would become more months of abusing me himself.

What followed that awful night is seared into my memory. I came home, shut myself in my room, and rocked on my bed for hours, completely overwhelmed by the realization that no one would believe what was happening. Too afraid to tell my parents because of the threats of both men, I had nowhere to turn. Alone, terrified, and weary beyond measure, I told the God of my childhood that I didn’t know what to do. I asked Him for help and complained bitterly.

But as I prayed, a small sense of God’s presence lingered nearby, and I knew—without really knowing how I knew—that God was greater than those two men and He would take care of me. I don’t recall my specific prayer. I do believe, though, that my prayer was a lament that turned first into a small measure of confidence that He would help me and then perhaps even into praise.

Like Jeremiah, the writer of Lamentations, I will never forget that awful time, and I still grieve over my loss. I’m fifty-one now, not fifteen, and I have lived my adult life stopping and starting, trying one coping strategy and then another, walking forward with my head bent and my heart open to God. Yet I still dare to hope because I remember that the faithful love of my Lord never ends. His mercies to me, and even to those who have abused me, never end. These mercies are new every morning. I am still learning how to lean into the gradual turn from setbacks to the unfailing hope of God. This leaning—this turning in lament—is my endurance.

My friend Trillia Newbell writes in her book Sacred Endurance about these morning joys. Trillia writes, “Our joy may not come in the morning. It may take years before we’re able to rejoice in our suffering.” She’s right. While I recall crying out to God that night at fifteen, joy did not come the next morning—or any morning—for years.

As I’ve dealt with a lifetime of recovery and other adversity, I have found that verses like Lamentations 3:23 sometimes mock my sensibilities. But taken as the entire lament of Lamentations 3, and knowing our human pattern of lament—an exhausted turn and then grateful praise—it makes sense. This is endurance. This is what God implants into us when we commit to a life with Him. He gives us Himself so that when we reach the absolute end of ourselves, the only place we can turn is back to Him. Confronted with both the reality of our circumstances and His power, we remember Him. And yet then we still can dare to hope.

An athlete may train to endure an arduous race. But to endure life, with all that we battle and with all our frequent failures? The only way we can absorb the blows, stop and complain, and dare to hope again is through the turning of the spirit of God within us. This is endurance. In our humanity endurance doesn’t last. But in God’s divinity endurance grows in our dawning realization that God can still be trusted.

Don’t mistake endurance for just sticking with it. Each time we stop and turn back to Him, we are sheathed with a new layer of holy endurance. We don’t endure as much as we grow in our ability to endure. Look back at your trials and your human complaints. He was there, listening to your lament and waiting for your return to confidence in Him.

Our endurance doesn’t last. But His does.

Susan Codone, Ph.D., is the Director of the Center for Teaching & Learning and a Professor of Technical Communication at Mercer University, is a member of Ingleside Baptist Church, and has been married for to her husband George for 30 years. They have three young adult children.


Scripture quoted in this post is from the Holy Bible, New Living Translation, copyright © 1996, 2004, 2015 by Tyndale House Foundation. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers, Inc., Carol Stream, Illinois 60188. All rights reserved.

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